Tuesday, November 24, 2009

tuesdayyy.

maxene is 4cm taller than me-.-
WHY IS EVERYONE BECOMING SO TALL.
WHY CAN'T THEY PASS THEIR TALL-NESS TO ME >:(
Wargh.

Today was pretty cool.
Had to plan for a debate in History. Not my cup of tea, but we pretty much crapped instead of preparing our notes.
Daniel was being so loud over at his corner -.- but he also sounded real pro at what he was doing.
Haha, and Abby was like 'We should photoshop his face to some guy killing a puppy. Then during the debate, we whip it out and scream that Daniel is a puppy-killer and that he's just fooling people'.
Also: 'Thursdays aren't a good day for me. I have two sciences and even though there's no Math, I still have History'

Mr. Mccraw looked scandalized. xDDDDD

Hum, next was ICT.
Mr. Clark didn't come.
We had a cover teacher whose name I still can't spell till now.
Mr. Pareksh? Pakersh? Pa-something, anyway.
Spent it reading MLIA and updating my story via mail drafts.
I should probably load a spare backup of SAL on my Mac.

Break.
Spent it crapping with Tiffany and Eugenia whilst Hannah and Hannah worked on a project. I hope the Eagle is doing well for them.

Math.
Mr. Pankratz came back!
The poor geezerman strained his back, apparently.
Now he's on painkillers that make him hallucinate.
He can't do as many silly actions as he could previously, which kind of sucks.
Hope his back gets better.

English.
Bore, yawn, snore, groan. I'm getting bored of the Crucible.

Lunch.
Crapped with Jonathan about Singapore food over Nasi Goreng that didn't taste like nasi goreng.
Bleh.
Said some inappropriate-sounding phrases which made Jiemin go 'that's what she said!'
Sigh. It's rubbing off on me.

GRACE IS A TELEPORTER/ HERMIONE IN DISGUISE.
I SWEARKNOW SHE IS.
it's like, at one moment, I see her talking with Jaime, Jiemin and Jennifer at the lockers, and the next, when I walked to go to the washroom, SHE CAME OUT.
AND AND AND.
SHARON IS HER PARTNER-IN-CRIME.
because she teleports too!
I don't get how they get to places so fast!
It's like magic!
THEY MUST KNOW MAGIC.

And so, Grace and Sharon magically teleported to Chinese class.
...or did they?
Anyway, we had a compo exam. Eck.
I'm gonna fail, that's for sure.
But that's alright, because I'm prepared for that(:

Chemistry!
I GOT A*. LIKE FINALLYYYYYYY.
but 1 mark could be deducted and I'd get A -.-
which is the case for right now since a question has came under fire.
Oh well, guess I should start getting mentally prepared for losing my star.

My rivalry spirit is getting unhealthy, so I guess I'll put it aside for now.

Stayed back after school with Hannah and Jaime.
Aiwen came soon afterward.
Hannah goes on omegle -.-
we crapped with the strangers, who were mostly jerks or people who are really rude.
The last person we talked to was probably the nicest(:

Gack, Geography -.-
Gotta get started on it.
Math too.
Today was great, but the homework is...ack.

wish there was something inside me
to keep you inside me

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you and me and one spotlight at 5:50 PM

Monday, November 23, 2009

I'm like a lawyer with the way I'm always trying to get you off

geh.
I realized I left my blog with a less-than-peppy rant.
I should probably try to brighten it up a little. Just a little.

Anyway, Sunday's events.

I WENT TO YASHOWWWWWWWWW(:
(shush,tiffany,I know I'm not 外国人 enough)

in any case, I got boots, a pair of Ed Hardy shoes and Vans for Julianna since she wanted it for her birthday.

(they are all fake, of course, but you didn't hear that from me)

Ick. The shirts were kind of nice...but nothing caught my eye.
It was mostly the shoes that were so nice that I couldn't bear bargaining for more than 5 minutes.
I gotta earn my own money soon, otherwise my mum's gonna be pissed at the amount I spend on fake shoes.

Oh-.-
And there was this lady who wasn't wearing the proper uniform.
She was SO STILL when I walked past her that I thought she was a mannequin.
Until the mannequin blinked and responded to her surroundings (aka moved)
I was like 'HOLY CRAP' and jumped three feet away from her. -.-

Found the place called Village next to Yashow.
Didn't get to explore it since mumsy was looking for some other shopping centre called 'Pacific' or smth like that. Idk.
Went home and stoned. Whoop-te-do.

MONDAY!
...I sincerely cannot remember what we did today.
Hold on, thoughts processing.
.....Ok, got it.

English was spent in the Black Box. We were re-enacting scenes from the Crucible.
Methinks Riaan was in a good mood today. Wasn't as bitchy as he usually was.
Math. Mr Pankratz didn't come today, which kinda sucked cos' it meant cover work with the creepy Chinese teacher.
And Mr Brooks tried intimidating us. It kinda worked, unfortunately.

Break.
...Hannah and Hannah had to do stuff, so Tiffany and I stayed with Eugenia and crapped about 2012, New Moon (ick.), Harry Potter Puppet Pals and other random stuff.
Eugenia's gonna be staying in a service apartment right above Great World City in Singapore -.-
(I know it's a huge thing despite the fact that I actually don't really remember where GWC is)

Physics.
Had to draw up an experiment to calculate sound of speed.
Mr Heaney provided us with a game to calculate our reaction timing so that we could factor that out, and I am secretly proud of the fact that I'm a rocketing rabbit(:
...that sounded kind of wrong.
MOVING ON.

History!
Got back our paper.
Here's what happened next.

Grace: Gin Yin! What did you get?
Me: *checks cover quickly* Whoo! A!
Grace: Same! How much?
Me: I dunno, but it's an A! * smiles and all until I checked the score myself* WARGH. 1 MARK AWAY FROM AN A*

I was pissed for the next 1 minute or so, but quickly figured that an A wasn't too bad, so forgot about fighting for the 1 mark. It's just try-outs, anyway(:

Hummmmmm. Lunch.
OH YEAH, that reminds me.
Tiffany bought Bayonetta. (is that even how you spell it. oh well.)
It's the game which is similar to DMC, BUT the hot, awesome BAMF dudes were replaced by a girl with big boobs and Amy Winehouse look-alike hair.
In other words, blegh.
And she paid 7 kuai too much for it (she bought it for 8 kuai)
I told her to chuck it out of her window once she was done playing it(:

Next was PE.
I was suddenly overwhelmed by a sense of sleepiness.
And chose Volleyball.
Wheeee.
It was fun, though. Despite me not knowing how to play the game at all.
Oh well, that's why I'm still 14. I've got a long way to learn(:

Geog was urgh.
Only because we are still on Human Geog.
Can't stand it -.-
Went on about settlements and stuff.
Tiffanie almost killed me by screaming at me through MSN while he was walking just behind me.
The window popped to the front of my Word doc and I was like 'crap'.
Thank goodness he was too busy worrying about table arrangements than what was on our screens.
He left us homework as usual. Glad to see some things never change.
*hinthintcoughcoughnotethesarcasmcoughcoughhinthint*

...Hmm.
Guess I should start with the homework and stuff.
Math is getting hard):
I don't like the damn Pythagorean Theorem -.-
Gives me all the weird numbers that I'd probably never have to deal with in life.
But oh well. That's basically the whole of Math anyway.

me and you~
sitting in a honeymoon?

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you and me and one spotlight at 5:03 PM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

will you be there?

(I just had to get this on. If you don't want to deal with emotional baggage and bullshit, feel free to leave it be.)

In the darkest hour
In my deepest despair
Will you still care?
Would you even be there?

I've had a swift fall from grace
And the masks are making me insane
Leave me my name and let it be
Known that I've lost the way to see.

I've taken a walk down the streets at night
Looking for a companion, there's none in sight
Trudged home with that same feeling again
Loneliness that leaves my heart in pain

Sat in front of a silver screen
Plastered in brightness and glowing with sheen
Typed a few words and got a few hits
Looks like the online world is for keeps

Took another walk at night
Found no one again in sight
Sat in the rain while watching people walk by
And finally went home with a sigh.

Threw my laptop out of the room
Drenched the walls with all my gloom
Sat at the window watching the outside world
Grow cold amidst the computers' glow.

Let's all cry at the same time tonight.


MJ inspired all this.
And like him, I just want a talk.
Be it a family member, a friend, or even a stranger.
I don't want it to be on screens anymore.

People fake stability, when they're crashing down inside.
People fake pride, when they're hurt inside.
People fake cheerfulness, when their day's been like shit.


and if you really do care
I'll tell you
that you're always in my heart
and I'll never let you part.

you and me and one spotlight at 11:25 PM

hadoken!

Wargh.
My writing inspiration is depleting by the second.
By the way, exams are over. Whoop-te-do.
I still have lessons, though. Till 13th of December.
sucks for me.

China is full of BS and propaganda.
They block Google, Youtube and Facebook for fear of pornographic material and harmful sites to the youth's mind, BUT their very own websites have those things.
Bunch of BS.

Anyway, I couldn't go ice-skating):
Stupid cough acted up again after two days of laying dormant.
Hannah, Hannah, Eugenia and Jonathan called though(:
Easily made my day.
Thanks guys!

I'm bored.
Daniel's thing doesn't work on my laptop):
It's a freaking Trojan virus!
But I don't wanna wish bad luck on his genius, so I'll find some other alternate means.
In the meantime, I guess I'll play neopets.

Hummm. What have I done these past three days...
Not much. Was spent rushing for exams.
I'm screwed for Physics. Guess I shouldn't have slacked off right till the end.
And I got 89 for Maths. I don't understand how.
Zane got 96! (kudos to him)
-.- that news (me getting 89)totally ruined my Friday.
I got pissed at literally everything after that.
But I guess that's why so many people sing in the shower(:
Sang Bad Day, listened to Sephiroth's Theme, and tried to rip through All Across the Nation (Beyblade song)
Made my mood a whole lot better(:
Tried to download MapleSEA that night and failed.
Oh well.

...Sunday's approaching.
I'm either gonna go for a church service, Yashow, or simply stay at home.
The last option is very, very, appealing right now, but I want my shirts and boots.
Plus my mum said she needs to inject some religion into my otherwise atheist-ish thinking.
Hmm, choices, choices...

The weekend's been pretty broody for me.
Or maybe it's because I've been so broody lately thinking about my life and every other crap that comes along with it.
In any case, Not. Good.
I need to drag my own ass out of the house.
See the sunlight, feel the cold, get a tan and inject some life into myself.

tadaima, you've found the way home
okairi, and there's someone who waited for you to return

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you and me and one spotlight at 10:14 PM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

I want candy!

It's Thursday!
And it's the second last day of exams!
Well, not counting the Chinese compo on Tuesday.

I'm psyched!
2 formal papers left, and I have a math test tomorrow.
Mensuration, urgh -.-
Going ice-skating with the Sims family (minus Wonjae) on Saturday! Whoo!
(as I blog, I'm playing neopets. I lead a sad life)

Spent class time playing Neopets and revising for History and ICT.
A didn't come yesterday, so he didn't do the chem test till today -.-
if you tap my shoulder one more time, I'll break your finger. you know it's rude to do that.
The ICT test was the easiest exam I've sat for in my life.
Then again, it's probably cos' I crapped up all my answers.
Oh well.
Finished the test 20minutes before the end of class, so most of us played games on our Mac.
DANIEL ACTUALLY MADE/CREATED A SERVER SO THAT THEM KOREAN PEEPS (and Henry) COULD PLAY MAPLE THROUGH THE SEA SERVER.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. HOW SMART CAN HE GET!?
And Wesley invited me to join the group.
I don't know whether I should feel honoured or geeked-out.
But I wanna check on Cerveau and ReiKon.
Just in case a hacker got to them before I did.
It's been 5 months and more since I've played, anyway.

....China blocked Neopets.
Oh well, another reason not to play the game.
It's so 2000, anyway -.-
Aside from the other things they added to make it more 2009-ish.
Just that it irks me more often than not.

OH YEAH.
Yesterday's Literature.
Apparently no one got A* or A.
Nary a B either.
That's just so sad, and just when MJ's Speechless helped me so well!
I totally blanked out during the exam, but the song was in my head and I realized that I COULD FIT IT INTO THE POEM'S CONTEXT!
I was so proud of myself. 'Was' being the operating verb.
Ah well. It's the try-outs.
I've got at least 1 and a half more years to go.
I'm sure we could work it out.

I'm bored.
Bannie needs to borrow my calc tomorrow.
....and I have Physics tomorrow too.
Sigh.
Waves are getting on my nerves.
Ah well, can't do anything about it till I graduate.

one's a tiger, one's a minx
one's a king of suffering
it's a masquerade
so come and dance with me

you and me and one spotlight at 8:27 PM

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

commoner in beijing

3 DOWN, 9 MORE TO GO.
I think.

2 tomorrow (chem and lit)
4 on thursday (history, chinese, ICT and language)
2 on friday (cont. chinese, physics)

MAN. AND FRIDAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS.
I think lao shi's gonna give us a compo test on tuesday -.-
Sucks to be me, but oh well.

Today!
Peeps were having Art exam whilst we were in our various classes.
Had a coughing fit during History and spitted out blood in the washroom
I swear, my health's getting worse by the day.
Glugging down honey water helps, though.

ICT. ichatted with Jonathan and Hannah right under his nose(:
It's amazing how I can do that while the others have to be pretty careful.

Uhm. Break was spent talking about weird stuff and the ticket desk.
Should probably consider walking away for tomorrow's break.
MATHS! I got full marks for my page 3/4 (18/18, yo!)
Now I just gotta pray I didn't lose marks for the rest of the paper and I'm set!
Well, not really, but you get the point.

English....uhm.
It was suddenly so weird without those three at the front.
Reviewed language writing and poems.
OH.
While we were revising John Clare's 'First Love'
At the line 'My life and all seemed turned to clay'
Someone commented 'sounds like he turned hard.'
AND Ms Edwards then commented 'No, I don't think he turned hard...or dirty'
We burst out into laughter and sniggers.
Ah, the fate of our generation.

Then there was lunch!

I swear, in every school I go to, there will always be teachers that cut in the queue.
But I can't say 'no' to them, since they are probably as hungry as me.
Erika said that there was gonna be a compo exam during Chinese.
Totally freaked me out.

Revised Bio for the rest of lunchtime.
Found out that Sammie was from Henry Park.
No wonder she's so smart(:

And then it was Chinese, and we entered upon a dramatic scene: Students asking the teacher for time to revise Biology.
Of course, she relented since she hadn't told us about the crazy-long paper that she had set for us.
So we spent 20 minutes revising 成语s and she tested us on them.
Spent the rest goofing off and revising Bio.
I cracked another 'That's what she said' joke!

Henry: And then, I told him 'That doesn't fit!'
Me: *overheard* THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!

Ah, the classics. You'll never get tired of them.

....I spent my night playing Neopets.
Good lordy roldy, and I have Chem and Lit tomorrow.
I'm alright with Chem.
But definitely not ready for lit.
Gah, shouldn't have been so complacent.
I shall rely on my trusty short-term memory skills tomorrow.

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you and me and one spotlight at 10:21 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009

kid in the mirror

Hum, 2 down, 8 more to go!
Mocks are a ringin', kids are a singin' "Dang, I'mma failin!"
In any case, I really underestimated the math paper.
Guess I didn't think that they'd put such a think-worthy question.
Ah well, I can still guarantee myself an A, at least.

Geography was...disastrous.
Well, kinda.
Spent 25 minutes on the first question, only to realize I had 10 minutes to spend on the other question, which was as long as the first.
Blegh. My aim for the Geography grade has dropped to 'Just get a C'.

Hmm...other events of today...

I chickened out of finding Mr. O'Shea the whole day -.- Gotta strengthen my resolve.
Found out I can't join the Volleyball team.
Ah well, another season, another chance...(I think)
Rina ditched PE -.- I didn't know she was serious about studying for Bio!
And PE is officially the worst. The temperature was freezing!
(Then again, I was wearing a short sleeved shirt. Hmm.)

I just realized that I've chickened out of a lot of game seasons this year.
Hmm, not too good, not too good.
Gotta make sure I join at least one sport before the end of the school year.
And as for Orchestra...urgh.
Probably should get Jennifer to teach me the cello or something.
Sucks not being able to join these ASAs since I don't know the instruments.

Hum. I'm in a MJ-mood again.
My dad bought the 'This Is It' CD(:
My mum got me the shirt AND the CD(:
I wanna frame one of them up.
But at the same time, I want to burn them since all the profits's going into AEG and Sony's pockets.
Geh.

Dulwich should start a 'Donate 1 kuai' a week campaign. 1 kuai goes a long way, after all.
(even though it is 2/9th of a Singapore dollar, making it 20/126 of a US dollar)
Hum. That's another thought that I should donate to the Interact Club members.
Hmm, feeling melancholic.

How does it feel?
How does it feel?
When you're alone and you're cold inside...
Like a stranger in Moscow.
{I'm walking with a hundred people and yet I'm still the only one}

you and me and one spotlight at 8:12 PM

- yours truly -

    The androgynous and enigmatic LGY is back!
    I still dislike rippers, so beware.
    I'm studying in Dulwich College Beijing, so whoo.
    I LOVE yaoi. Don't ask why, I don't know either.
    I also love SUPER JUNIOR. SuJu Fighting!

my words

  • tadaima
  • i found my way home

    okairi
  • someone was waiting for me

remembered

whispers